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You Are Not Broken — You Were Just Never Held.
Introduction There’s a difference between being broken and being unseen . Between being damaged and being unheld . I used to think I was...

Eny | The Pain Alchemist
Jul 13, 20253 min read


One Thing My Inner Child Was Desperately Screaming For (And How I Finally Gave It to Her)
I was the sweet, quiet girl—adjusted, strong, functioning. But deep inside me, a small child was crying out for something very simple: security. Not love, not success—but the feeling, "I'm safe here." In Angola, there was warmth, beach, freedom. In Germany, I was followed by coldness, duty, and silence. Today I know: I am the one my inner child has been waiting for. And I'm finally giving her what she's needed for so long.

Eny | The Pain Alchemist
Jun 30, 20254 min read
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